Halloween time! I love it. I must have to say I did splurge and have a delicious Pumpkin frosted sugar cookie (but only one instead of my normal 2 or ...5.) I have been going strong exercising but I can say I am only down about 4 or 5 lbs this month. I guess I have lost my focus on losing weight I am just more focused on toning up my body now.

This has been a weird week. Everyone keeps freaking out that I am still trying to lose weight and I must say I am starting to doubt myself. My friends and family keep telling me that I should not lose anymore weight. Has anyone else had this experience? It is kind of a downer to my spirit. My mom and husband are both worried that I am going to become a bean-pole and lose my curves. I still would like to lose 10-20 more pounds but I am not getting support from those dear to me. I don't know if I should continue this journey or just be happy where I am flucuating between 162-167 lbs.

HI, I am bloggin! Yah I didn't space it this time. My husband is out of the country so I am alone with my 4 kids! Trying to exercise is a joke. I was able to do a 20min Pilates video today with my 2 and 4 year old both helping! Hopefully I keep going strong with my weight loss.

Oh I am so terrible at blogging! I have done well this week with the weight loss, I lost 4 lbs so far. I worked over 40 hours this past Fri, Sat, Sunday and didn't even think about the fact that I did not blog. Oh Well! I guess the most important thing to me is that I have the motivation to lose the weigh from this competition, to me it is not about the money (even though it would have been nice.)